Last night was the incubus concert and it was so awsome It was so much fun. They've been my favorite band since i was ten, so I knew every word by heart. It was so wonderful to see every person in the crowd screaming out all the lyrics, I couldn't even see half the time, but that was okay, I still got to see the other half of the time.

And being there with deborah was even better. For the past couple weeks i've been riddled with angst and doubt because i was worried about our relationship.

But everything was great. Things with me and her have gone back to just being great. It's such a relief to know that there was no reason to worry. God i love that girl so much. lol soppy, but true.

yeah, i didn't quite get to do everything i wanted to do this summer, and i haven't become a new person, not entirely, But hey, in comparison to every other summer, this summer was at least 5 times better than every other summer combined. I got to be with my frineds almost the whole summer, almost every night. And i got to be with my girlfriend alot, and we had such a great time when we were together this summer. Every time i think about anything we've done or anywhere we've gone it makes me smile.

Like going to barton springs and being interupted by a whole camp of kids. Or going to hamilton pool and just thinking about how badly we wished were at reimers instead. Or being at reimers . Lol, letting her drive my car last night. Lol trying to play halo. staying with her till three in the morning, our first date, lol now that was funny. the first time i kissed her at emmerie's party, lol and how ackward that party was before hand. Looking into her eyes, holding her hand, holding her tight. I can't get enough, but it makes me happy just thinking about it, it puts just a little bit more pep in my step.

It's going to be hard not seeing her much during the school year, but i'll keep myself busy. lord knows i'm going to be busy. But hey, it's my senior year, how can i not enjoy it.